The performance out there just clearly showed just how much I was still affected by the truth. I did try to just give my best and give my all but the fact that I lost focus and decided to just have fun was something I would never think about. I never did well in almost everything. Not to say that I've given up but sometimes the feeling comes and goes and that is what hurts time and again. One moment it's forgotten, the next moment it's here to stay. It's kina hard to stay out of the picture because I would never want to be out of the picture in the first place. Sometimes even words that are related to the picture makes it even harder to forget.

I had a dream that was similar to the truth and I was really upset. I thought I failed again. But then again, it's just a dream so...

I guess all these are part and parcel of life and such are bound to happen. It's all about how you would want to deal with it. So, it's all a Challenge by Choice. I've decided, have you?

Keep Fighting,
Marj